It’s 5 PM I’m sitting out on the veranda enjoying some “morning sunshine ” and my first cup of coffee. It’s a strange experience in that though the sun seems to be in a peculiar position, it’s tree filtered rays warm my skin, and the birds are chirping as they always do early, when the … More Mowing over the Reese’s chocolate field
I decided to change it up a bit. I’m going to discuss shaving. The reason I am going to discuss shaving is because for the better part of my life I have had a beard. Facial hair and I have gone through many transitions ranging from the full beard, to a goatee, a mustache and goatee, a … More A gentleman’s shave for the not typical gentleman!!
28 years. 10,220 ish days. So that’s probably a little over 10,000 packs of cigarettes. That’s roughly 200,000 cigarettes. I’m not necessarily counting the meager and miserable attempts I have had at quitting before. But that’s a fair assessment of the amount of smoking I have partaken in. I’ve tried to quit a great many … More Free House Painting, (not really) and yeah I quit smoking
Where were we? Ah yes I was talking about day 4 of trying a GF diet. Well let me put it simply. It’s working! Most of the symptoms I was experiencing have all but disappeared. What’s more, it turns out that after some text conversations with my Mom, I’m 90% sure that this runs in … More Discoveries and Revelations
So the symptoms, which are to innumerable to list here, have brought me to today. The massive depression which manifested itself over the last few weeks has been an effect of the conditions that seemed to start plaguing me some time ago. I know this cause and effect routine and can clearly see the transitional … More Ariel came by and I have no idea what he wanted!!
I want to write something profound. I’d like to say something to put him back in check. Today however he is yelling in my ear. “I fucking told you so…”. I knew this morning and partly last night I needed to take a mental health day. Maybe distract myself from my own head a little … More Checking in with Horowitz
Warning: this blog post may not be comfortable for you. I call him Horowitz. Horowitz is not always a fun guy to be around. He can be extremely dark, even a little twisted. At times his little anecdotes can be amusing but I never really know if he’s serious or not. He has that way … More Riding the rails with Horowitz…Stages of depression
That is all. One single moment can alter your universe. Wait let’s not get ahead of ourselves. I’m not writing (speaking) about cataclysmic shifts in the great vastness of time and space. That universe is much too infinite for my tiny human understanding to comprehend with any relevance. Stephen Hawking confuses me, or do I … More One moment….please!
Wow! It’s apparently been awhile. I could give you the run down of everything that’s been going on, but you probably can find a better way to fall asleep and most likely would have less nightmares. Bottom line I’m still trying to figure it all out myself. I haven’t come to to many conclusion about … More The Cowboy in Me
I realized this morning that I hadn’t blogged in awhile, but I really don’t have much to say either! Today started out with a short visit in the garage just to remind those wonderful machines that we haven’t forgotten them. Machines feel loneliness too, but at least ours have each other to keep company with … More Vicissitudes, choke holds and pickles!